... schoolwork, making up too many things that are hard to concept, too many sketches, can't think of names, griefing people in MineCraft, trolling people in Xat, masturbating to DragonForce pr0nz, having less than 6 hours of sleep everyday but Fridays and weekends, iPhone games, learning how to use ZBrush (I may hax one some days later since it costs like 700 bucks for some reason or not), more concepts and projects, and lastly...

ZP Theart.


Why a charismatic South African who used to be part of DragonForce who is now part of I AM I?

... actually, I dunno, but then when I saw him added me in FaceBook 5 days ago, he definitely made my day better. But of course as far as how hardcore I can get, I still want to save my virginity till I'm over 18 just to save my ass from trouble.

And I have no idea why ZP is just THAT attractive. May as well make my own OC version of him years later when I decide to start making a .obj file that will eventually crash my computer due to the number of polygons made.

And yes, I do have a recurring obsession with ZP from time to time. And it tends to last for at least several weeks or even months. At least obsessed enough to actually control the "fangirl-ism" inside me, plus I hate screaming, but then it seems too much for my subconscious to handle it as it keeps giving me dreams with him inside doing something at least, occasionally with my OCs too.



And then "masturbating to DragonForce pr0nz" probably makes you wonder if I'm being serious or not.

Well, all up to you to perceive whether I'm being serious or just joking around.

And yes, for the last time, I'm a female, even though from time to time you'll see me with a male avatar. No point lying about genders, not like I'm into those "online dating" stuffs.




... gnats, crane flies and mosquitoes... just get the hell out of my room or something...

Screw you AD(H)D.